11:36

So tonight was a bunch of nothing and yet amazing at the same time. My roommate is an amazing influence on my life. She makes me want to get all my crap done so we can race around campus doing basically nothing.... but everything at the same time. Wednesday Starbucks tradition night is amazing. Why do we go? No one knows and most likely no one will ever know. Hum... It gives us a reason to hang and chill and not think of anything important for a while.

So tonight i was hanging out with 5 guys and we basically sat around talking about nothing in particular. I felt like I was with my brothers and it felt so at home. Sometimes I look back and wonder why i was such a toyboy, but then tonight I remember why. It is not drama... it is just relaxed and calm. It is hilarious and natural. People just chill and let life be what it is. It was so dang refreshing.

This blog is not at all expressing what I feel is tucked back... but hey I am kinda tired and random tonight (it must be the amazing Starbucks water going to my head!) So maybe at a later date I can be real. I mean... this is part of it, but right now I'm just not in the mood.