Look at my past few blog moments... once i start... i just can't seem to stop.
North Carolina.
Sometimes i wonder if i am just running away.
But from what?
Sometimes I wonder if i can actually do it.
Sometimes I wonder what will happen if i don't.
Sometimes I am so homesick for a place i have never been.
Sometimes I am scared i will hate it.
Sometimes I wish i was moving tomorrow.
Sometimes I wish it was never coming.
Sometimes I see the house, the neighbors, the kids in the front yard.
Sometimes I already miss my parents.
Sometimes I want seasons.
Sometimes I can't believe that i am almost at that point in life.
Sometimes I want to push it away.
Sometimes I want to put my roomie in a suitcase and keep her with me forever.
Sometimes I am scared out of my mind and yet so ready.
Sometimes I wish i had any idea as to what life will end up being like.
Sometimes I want to taste every second and others i wish to speed up.
Sometimes I search the internet for hours... for potential aptments, jobs, ideas.
Sometimes I can't think about it.
Sometimes I put on the strong and confident face.
And Sometimes I just want to cry.